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Cynthia believes that A-Rod never thought that all of this could have happened. She believes that Alex is no longer the man she married.

Her attorney's Earle Lilly and John Van Ness added " When you're married to a person that's real this reality falls by the wayside, it ends up being really tough. One day he will wake up...and he'll crash...but Cynthia will be there for him." Adams believes that Cynthia will be there for the baseball star for the sake of their children. 

Cynthia also addresses the rumors about her time in Paris saying "Not one of those stories is true. I never before in all my married life together ever went away without my husband or family. Not once in 13 years."

"I did not spend one dollar shopping in Paris. I did not go to super-fancy expensive restaurants. I didn't go to any spa, I didn't do one thing. I spent the most innocent four days with my children's godparents, who are close to us as family. My husband and I were already into our problems and I didn't know where to go, what to do. I needed to think. To clear my head. ... My husband knew I was going. He encouraged it."

Cynthia is leaning on her family for support in the middle of her marriage breakdown saying, "Mine's a close knit-family. Never one divorce on my side. My parents, aunts, uncles are devastated" and as far as hearing from A -Rod's teammates or family -- no one has reached out. 

Cynthia may love her husband, but also says she is not weak. As far as she is concerned her marriage is finished.

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