Clay Aiken: 'I Have a Responsibility'

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"The Insider" broke the news on Tuesday that new dad Clay Aiken has come out with his sexual identity, and now we have a first look at his revealing two-part interview with Diane Sawyer on today's "Good Morning America."

"I can't raise a kid and teach him how to lie, teach him to hide things; I can't raise a kid and teach him to keep secrets," the singer tells Sawyer about his decision to publicly acknowledge that he's gay. "And at the same time, I also don't ever want to raise him in an environment where it's not okay for him to be exactly who he is, no matter what."

The former "American Idol" runner-up is currently performing on Broadway in Spamalot and released his fourth studio album, On My Way Here, this summer. He graces the cover of the new People magazine, on newsstands tomorrow, with the headline, "Yes, I'm Gay," pictured cradling his newborn son Parker, born via in vitro fertilization.

"[It's] an obvious time to just, you know, let the guard down and say, 'I have a responsibility for someone other than myself now,'" the performer tells Sawyer.

Clay has been a special correspondent for "The Insider," performing on our stage, interviewing stars on the "Reba" set and even covering the 2005 Emmys for us. In the fall of 2006, he revealed his frustration with being dogged incessantly by the question of his sexuality.

"I understand 'Clay Aiken leads a really boring life' is not a good headline and you have to sell a paper," he told Lara Spencer in a very candid interview. "I'm trying to get to that point where I just don't care anymore. You can't change people's minds, and I want to sing. That's what I like doing and I enjoy my job. I guess I hate to say it, but you gotta take the good with the bad, because sometimes it's baaaad."

He also revealed that he had turned to the prescription drug Paxil to cope with anxiety, and explained how it helped him deal with the stress of fame.

"It's hard to do this business without maturing a little," he said. "I'm much more savvy now. I'm much more aware of my surroundings, of business. I was showing vacation pictures, and there comes a point where I've realized, you know, give them an inch, they'll take a mile!"

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Published 9/25/08 by the Insider

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  • Geez.you can be Christian and Gay too. Only GOD knows if it is nature or nurture. Why do Christians beat this topic to death. Why don't they follow the scripture about how to treat slaves etc. They seem focused on gayness.
    Anonymous 5/26/09 Reply
  • I too understand how he feels about wanting to do the right things for our children. Teaching them not to lie, and be proud of who you are. But on the same note if we are going to teach them, from standards of the bible, which is where he has got...
    Anonymous 10/5/08 Reply
  • Its not like its a shocker or anything. I didnt hear the news and have a heart attack. It was pretty obvious. And I dont think he can sing personally...
    Anonymous 9/29/08 Reply
  • Well, he just lost what little fanbase he had. See: rednecks from North Carolina who like anything he puts out.
    Anonymous 9/29/08 Reply
  • What a doushbag
    Anonymous 9/29/08 Reply
  • What a shocking revelation.
    Anonymous 9/29/08 Reply
  • Who cares, he is a has been. Being gay is not a sensational story. Big deal.
    Anonymous 9/28/08 Reply
  • no suprise there....
    Anonymous 9/27/08 Reply
  • Well... who DIDN'T know?
    Anonymous 9/26/08 Reply
  • Clay will always have my support, I've been his fan since the beginning, and it will not change now or ever. If anything I love and respect Clay more now than ever.
    Anonymous 9/25/08 Reply
  • A I am so proud of Clay Aiken. He has my ongoing support. What a wonderful, beautiful man, inside and out.
    Anonymous 9/25/08 Reply
  • IT DONT MATTER TO ME, HE IS STILL THE SAME PERSON AND ALWAYS HAS BEEN KIND TO EVERYONE AND HELP MORE PEOPLE WITH HIS KINDNESS. HE A GREAT LOVE HIS CONCERT AND HIS PERSONALLY, AND HAS ALWAYS SHARE THE STAGE WITH HIS WORKER NEVER BEEN JUST HIM.
    Anonymous 9/25/08 Reply
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    Anonymous 9/25/08 Reply