Lorena & John Wayne Bobbitt: The Reunion, Part 2

"[At] our own wedding reception, he left me alone," says Lorena. "We didn't have a honeymoon, so to speak, because you left me at our own wedding to flirt with girls."

"Basically I learned to be a pick-up artist when I was married," says John, "and that's something I shouldn't have done."

"I'm really sorry," adds John in a bombshell apology. "There was a lot of neglect there; I wasn't there for you. You needed me to be there. I wasn't emotionally, physically -- it was a very confusing hard time you went through."

"That means a lot to me," says Lorena. "I forgive you, but I never forget. I'm not angry anymore. I'm free. I remember the things, that past hurt, and obviously it hurts you too."

The back story: In June of 1993 after having a fight, Lorena cut off her husband's manhood with a knife while he was asleep, then fled and threw it out of her car window. Later, Lorena's trial was carried live, and after the stunning testimony, she was ultimately found not guilty by reason of temporary insanity.

Now, John reveals to "The Insider" and our Victoria Recano that he considered suicide that fateful night that Lorena cut off his manhood.

"I'm looking for a gun, at that point," says John, recalling sitting in the hospital. "I'm looking for a gun to end my suffering."

And all these years later, Lorena has turned her painful memories into hope: LorenasRedWagon.com.

"I started Lorena's Red Wagon Foundation to help abused women," says Lorena. "To help women that are trapped in domestic abuse and domestic violence. And I want to help them because I lived through it, and through my experience I know exactly what they're going through."

Tomorrow, Lorena talks about what she could have done with John's manhood -- and you'll never guess what John offered to show us!

Published 5/4/09 by