Am I not good enough!
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ruelyn

“I'm rocking my own world.”

 

About Me

  ..You can call m whaeveryou want. Good or bad name it and I have it. I'm not the friendly type of person that's why I can count my friends on my fingers. People don't see who I really am. They judge me in my outside apperance. They don't really mind looking behind what's inside of me. I'm the monster of their life because they unleased the beast sleeping inside of me. I can call myself the "sleping dragon".  I'm nice, only to people who treat me fair in life but I could be the nightmare in every people's dreams who used to treat me bad. I can be yor worst enemy but I can't promise to be a good friend. My parents raised me as a strong woman, independent enough to face challenges, work my problems as far as I could. I can carry mysel to the top. I mean, I could work all by myself without the help of others. I live in imaginations. I wish I could, I wish I have, I wish I am. There are so many wishes and I'm dying to get it. I'm hiding for so many reasons, I pretend to be happy though I'm not. The monster, the nightmare, the tiger inside of me is gone. It was all front page a.k.a my defense mechanism. The weak side of me is my family (all we are) I can't live without them. My strenght came to them. As a matter of fact they are the blood running through my veins so I can work all day (too chezzy, don't you think?) I'm an anspiring Journalist, a tough job and some says there is no MONEY on it but I' not believing it. I love writing sports stories that's why I prefer to be a sport writer ... soon. I thought I would never be a bad writer but practice makes perfect.. One time my teacher told me that there is no good writer without the facts to write. Your good if the readers believes you. I can say that reading books helps me a lot in my writing skills. For the boys, I don't have time for them but thet doesn't mean I don't have crushes. In fact I have so many to tell. I had three serious relationship in the past, all ends well. I don't want to be the villain of the story. In my life I want to live as I played the best role in the world could ever had.

Location: philippines

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Member since: December 2008

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Reese Whiterspoon, i think she's doing a movie that's why she is practicing this ball game.
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Yesterday I've watched the sneak peek of New Moon, it was amazing. I love them both. Taylor gave his best to improve, I think Robert was right that all the pressure was on Taylor.
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Obama was the COOLEST American president of all TIME!
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It's the hot Justin Timberlake.
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He is not a good father and husband too. He enter to another affair though he has one, he is a CHEATER!
I like her a lot, she's very pretty! is it true that she and Daniel Radcliff had a true love affair?
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She's beautiful but I think McCord deserves better... the star of 90210 had a seductive beauty than her... what model agency she's at?
I guess its Keri Russel... hope so.
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It's Courtney Love, she's too skinny... a bad view to look at.
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